Felt so in love these days, many loves from my dear. From the way he talk to, some lil silly things he did... I really hope this is not temporary.
Yes, nobody will believe, I was trying to escape and avoid when he propose to me. I wasn't sure if that's the right time, I wasnt sure what he said is true. Just a few days before the propose to me, I was so down, so lost, so helpless, and afraid...
I tell myself, i dont wanna get married, i am not getting married.
But at that very moment, listening to his words, his explanations, i felt so touch, and understand things that been happened lately. After all, i really love him so much. And i felt so secure when he hug me.
Wishes from friends makes me feel so warmth. But at the same time something i do not wish just happened. I did felt a lil bit of strange and thought i was thinking too much but unfortunately, I am not. She was upset, and there's no way i could recover i guess...
被爱得好幸福,感觉自己是他最宝贝的宝贝...
他的用心,说的每一句话,做的每一件事,每一个眼神,都让我觉得甜甜的。
希望这不是短暂的。
嗯... 应该没有人会相信,在感动前的那一刻,我是多么的彷徨,无助,想逃避...因为我真的不肯定,这是不是对的timing... 事情发生的前几天,我还告诉自己,我不要结婚, 我害怕...因为我害怕像身边将结婚的人一样,那么懊恼,不开心。如果是这样,那不如保持现状不是更好吗?
可是, 那个时候的他... 多么的诚恳,用心。听着他的话,听着他的解释,我真得好感动,也终于明白最近发生的事。
不开心的事, 我不想多想了,我只想开开心心,准备做个美丽的新娘
Updated 11/05/07Well... It's been said... its over...
I felt a lil bit release...
something in my mind i am still wondering...
but I dare not ask... coz i am afraid to make things worse...
okay... its's over.